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LIFE




In contrast to last week’s newspaper this paper is themed ‘Life’. What makes life as precious as it is? Everyone lives and at some point everyone dies. What makes an unhappy man cling on to life even when he has nothing left living for? One may be sad, alone, bankrupt or plain bored but the last idea on anybody’s agenda is to end it. What is the measure of life? Is it the number of notes in ones bank account or is it the number of times one smiles in a day? Is it giving life to another or is it making another’s life worth living for? Whatever your definition of a good life maybe everyone absolutely everyone lives it and dreams about it. A life is no life at all unless it’s a good one. Celebrating life below are a few glorious pieces of art!

LIFE TRADITIONALLY :


LIFE by lora-zombie Tree of Life by LaurieLefebvre :bigthumb244297824: Life Potion by myAtta-art
Life by ArwenEvenstar16 :bigthumb154588665: herbal life by berkozturk Aching loneliness of life by SohajSinghBrar

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DIGITAL LIFE :


Mature Content

Lush by Shinybinary
:bigthumb140267358: Life by Theta-Scorpii Life by AdonisWerther

tree of life by srag The Playground called Life by theflickerees Life In The Subconscious Mind by thefifthorder

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LIFE PHOTOGRAPHED :


A lesson in life by gilad life's a puzzle. by Shutter-Shooter :bigthumb192298998: Life Is No Piece of Cake by JillAuville
'Life' by eKBS Life Support by gilad There Is Life by WishmasterAlchemist The Cycle of Life and Love by BenHeine

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HUMOUROUSLY LIFE :


Life's a PEACH by ShamiART

Mature Content

Ideal Life by Ennokni
Humor is the Spice of Life by silverstyle Tissue Issue by NaBHaN
My Life, My Phone by NaBHaN Advice by a Sketch Mannequin by AnthonyPresley Nobody is lucky... by Bodnar Playing with Fire by sebreg
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LITERARY LIFE :


LifeI’ve seen the world with these two eyes.
A movie played inside my mind.
I’ve traveled the seas in half the time
Without ever leaving home.
I’ve spread my wings but didn’t fly
I’ve touched heaven, but I didn’t die
Had the chance to ask God why
Without ever receiving an answer.
I’ve count the stars and made to ten
Lost track and had to start again.
People laughed, but that’s how we make friends
Without ever knowing their name.
I’ve loved completely and watched them leave
I tell the story—some don’t believe
Let them go or did you flee?
Without seeing what tomorrow brings.
I’ve cried like I would never smile
Walked in darkness for half a mile
Saw the sun in the distance for a small while
Without ever feeling its rays.
I’ve walked the beaches—tasted the breeze
There was a time that I’ve felt free.
Touched my soul and let life be
Without any regrets to hold.
I’ve laughed until I could not breathe
Gasped for air a
In This LifeIn this life there are things,
I can't explain
In this life there are changes,
Because nothing stays the same
In this life there are dreams!
And people who live them
In this life there are dreams!
And people who lose them...!
This is me! This is you!
These are the things we do
This is love! This is life!
These are the things we choose
This is joy! This is pain!
This is living without shame
If, you could only see,
The world, the same as it is to me!
This is me...
This is you...
In this life there have been,
Times I've cried
In this life my heart sometimes,
Has felt less than alive
In this life there are things!
That I simply cannot prove
In this life there are things!
So many things, so true!
This is me! This is you!
These are the things we do
This is love! This is life!
These are the things we choose
This is joy! This is pain!
This is living without shame
And, if you could only see,
That the world around you,
Is not quite empty!
This is me...
This is you...!
In this life there are peop
How To Save A Life1. Listen
2. Hold Still
3. Let it go
4. Dont Be
5. Laugh
6. Talk To Someone
7. Touch
8. Breathe
9. Cry
10. Accept
11. Forgive
12. Im Not Good Enough
13. Fear
14. Release
15. Have Faith
16. Surender
17. Release the fear
18. Love
19. Open Up
20. Remember
21. Say Goodbye
READ DESCRIPTION
i never liked life until.i never liked numbers until i watched you do math.
and somehow between the derivatives and the way you made the calculations dance, i fell in love with the logical precision of how they added up, the poetry you weaved on graphs with a pencil behind your ear and a slow smile curling your lips. and when i sat on your lap, counted the kisses, multiplied the desire, divided the distance and subtracted the inhibitions, i decided i might be mathematically inclined after all.
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i never liked roller coasters until you took me on one.
and somehow between the buckling down and the gripping your hand as the car shook forward, i fell in love with the stomach-dropping, jaw-aching beauty of letting go and finding yourself flying instead of falling. and when i looked over and saw your grin stretching your face and your quick laugh getting stolen by the wind, i decided that i might like losing control and free-falling after all.
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i never liked the rain until you danced with me in it.
and somehow betw

This Organized LifeWe are having dinner at a place I can’t afford. Carl has gotten into middle age at some point, complete with good posture and brown loafers. Hoping he plans to pay but erring on the side of caution, I order soup.
It is not awkward. We speak easily as ever, despite the pricey menu, Carl’s shoes, and the last time he and I stood yelling in a room together, each so loud the words became one great indistinguishable noise.
“I’m so glad we ran into each other,” he says. The waiter pours more wine. I begin to assume he is going to pay; that is what a man his age does when he brings a woman to a restaurant like this. You always said it, and it’s still true: I rely on statistics to predict Carl’s behavior.
Carl takes another sip of his wine, and I think about you. You do not know where I am. I have avoided thinking of you precisely to avoid guilt, and now I arrive at the thought of you and find it filled instead with weary affection. You do not know where I am
Fuck You, CancerKay didn't want it.
No, no, no, no, no.
"No."
She screwed the shiny leaflet up into a tight ball, not caring that the sharp edges dug into her palms, and threw it into the open fireplace, smugly watching the flames eat up her information. It was permanently ingrained now anyway.
She didn't want alopecia. To have to wrap her bald head in scarves and wigs that itched. She didn't want to vomit her stomach up every time she tried to keep some form of nourishment in it. She didn't want her red blood cells to die away so all she had energy for was to lie down and sob. She didn't want her skin to be so sore and fragile her legs would bleed freely every time she shaved, and one good sneeze could be detrimental. She didn't want her nails to blacken and split, her flesh to swell up, bulbous and shiny and bloated. She didn't want to tremble and convulse, and not have a steady enough hand for icing, or enough nerve endings to feel the soothingly smooth skin of her husband's body. She
When life gives you LEMONS...When life gives you lemons, SUCK THEM.
When life gives you lemons, squirt lemon juice in their eyes.
When life gives you lemons, give them back and demand for chocolates.
When life gives you lemons, paint them red & call them APPLES.
When life gives you lemons, throw em hard like hand grenades.
When life gives you hand grenades, paint them yellow, disguise them as lemons and pull the pin.
When life gives you lemons, make lemon peel wings and fly too close to the sun. Trust me, they won't melt.
When life gives you lemons, shove 'em thru yer ass and die.
When life gives you lemons, use them as a dildo.
When life gives you lemons, feed yo mama n make her so fat so people can jog around her for exercise.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade. No no, you eat those lemons, THEN sell your PEE as LEMONADE.
When life gives you lemons, THEYRE THE NEW GREEN DAY HEART GRENADES.
When life gives you lemons, PUKE.
When life gives you lemons, who needs plastic surgery on yer chest?
When life gives

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MUSICAL DEATH :





I shiver and shake the warm air cold
I'm alone on my own
In every mistake I dig this hole
Through my skin and bones

It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I sweat through the sheet as daylight fades
As I waste away
It traps me inside mistakes I've made
That's the price I pay
It's harder starting over
Than never to have changed

With blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave

I drop to the floor like I did before
Stop watching
I'm coughing
I can't be more
What I want and what I need are at constant war
Like a well full of poison
A rotten core
The blood goes thin
The fever stings
And I shake from the hell that the habits bring
Let the sick ones down
The bells will ring
Put pennies on the eyes
Let the dead men sing


Blackbirds following me
I'm digging out my grave
They close in, swallowing me
The pain, it comes in waves
I'm getting back what I gave
I'm getting back what I gave





o close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters






Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be?
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be?
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life are you who you want to be?
This is your life are you who you want to be?

This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

And you had everything to lose






New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pain disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on

He's known
Oooh a vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is

Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win

A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven



What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven



Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

You labeled me
I'll label you
So I dub thee unforgiven

Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

You labeled me
I'll label you
So I dub thee unforgiven

Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven
So I dub thee unforgiven






When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
And dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly

And dreams of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
She'd dream of
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh

La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la
And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, ohohohoh I know the sun must set to rise"

This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
This could be
Para-para-paradise
Oh oh oh oh oh oh-oh-oh-oh






Pass me that lovely little gun
My dear, my darling one
The cleaners are coming, one by one
You don't even want to let them start

They are knocking now upon your door
They measure the room, they know the score
They're mopping up the butcher's floor
Of your broken little hearts

O children

Forgive us now for what we've done
It started out as a bit of fun
Here, take these before we run away
The keys to the gulag

O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice

Here comes Frank and poor old Jim
They're gathering round with all my friends
We're older now, the light is dim
And you are only just beginning

O children

We have the answer to all your fears
It's short, it's simple, it's crystal clear
It's round about and it's somewhere here
Lost amongst our winnings

O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice

The cleaners have done their job on you
They're hip to it, man, they're in the groove
They've hosed you down, you're good as new
They're lining up to inspect you

O children

Poor old Jim's white as a ghost
He's found the answer that we lost
We're all weeping now, weeping because
There ain't nothing we can do to protect you

O children
Lift up your voice, lift up your voice
Children
Rejoice, rejoice

Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
And the train ain't even left the station

Hey, little train! Wait for me!
I once was blind but now I see
Have you left a seat for me?
Is that such a stretch of the imagination?

Hey little train! Wait for me!
I was held in chains but now I'm free
I'm hanging in there, don't you see
In this process of elimination

Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
It's beyond my wildest expectation

Hey little train! We are all jumping on
The train that goes to the Kingdom
We're happy, Ma, we're having fun
And the train ain't even left the station






I'm older than I wish to be
This town holds no more for me
All my life I try to find another way
I don't care for your attitude
You bring me down I think you're rude
All my life I try to make a better day

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there

I'm older than I wish to be
This town holds no more for me
All my life I try to find another way
I don't care for your attitude
You bring me down I think you're rude
All my life I try to make a better day

It's hard enough being alone
Sitting here by the phone
Waiting for my memories to come and play

It's hard enough sitting there
Rockin' in your rockin' chair
It's all too much for me to take when you're not there

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ALAVARO’S ARTICLE :



Birth, the miracle of life
Well, hello, readers of the Rainbow Weekly. Today, I’m going to go for the opposite of last week. All that Death made me yearn for a subject a little brighter. So I’m going straight to Life.
I mean, there’s so much to it, and I can think of so little to say. I’m an atheist, so I tend to view life, and birth, from a more logical side, and just thinking about the myriad of little events that led to it, baffles me. Life is one of the most wondrous things to witness, to experience, and it saddens me when I see someone not enjoying that.
When I see someone work every day, eight hours a day, seven days a week, doing the same thing over and over again. When I see people just breezing through life, not stopping at anything, in their hurry. Not looking around, seeing the beauty that lies in every small corner.
How different could your life be, if you stopped to give it a notice? When was the last time you watched the moon, in a clear night sky? When you greeted someone on the street, held the door for a person who was coming behind you? You might be missing the chance to meet awesome people, or to do awesome things.
Enjoy life. In my creed, we only get one of those.

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owo" is the group a super yet? xD I can't check on my phone. And if not how much exactly do you need? I finally can donate the rest :iconimdeadplz: at the moment I have 549 points, should be able to get that up to 1k some time by next week if I can focus on these designs :iconrelievedplz:


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I too enjoy seeing other people enjoy life. I work at Disneyland so I see all kinds of people everyday. The people on vacation who are rushing around and not happy, their kids want to stop and enjoy themselves or see the sites, vs. the people who take it slow and let themselves go with the flow. And can enjoy their time slowly, letting any event lead them to their next location whether it be hunger leading to a family dinner or spur of the moment movie going.

Unfortunately my view of life is slightly twisted. I'm not sure if I enjoy my life or hate it, though I know it isn't a bad life and things could always be worse. After some therapy sessions it came to my attention that I've been depressed since my early childhood lol which makes sense with my actions. Things just got worse before I graduated high school. I haven't really had the relationship I've always wanted with my family. And all my friends disappear year after year. So what am I living for? Forever I thought it was for other people since I love entertaining and I'm really good at making friends. But with everyone too busy to hang out or talk to me and my parents wanting me to leave the house there doesn't seem to be a purpose to my existence. xD which is why not necessarily I want to die but I am waiting for death. It seems there would be more happiness in death since I wouldn't have to deal with day to day heartbreak and all this government/ economy nonsense.

Still I can enjoy life in nature. I love seeing plants and animals grow xD I love my dog to death, as he seems to be the only one happy to see me ever. And that's probably why I want to die amongst nature. Somewhere beneath the stars, forfeit my body to the earth. Since life is the beginning of death and death the beginning of life. Relinquish my final energies to help bring forth new life and more much needed beauty into the world.

Also that flying bus picture made me lol xD
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I should stop addressing "my readers" in those writing, and just address you, as the single person who answers T_T

I believe we have some pretty similar views on this life thing. Oh, so complicated. I still have some episodes of depression, every now and then, but I've leraned to cope. The way we see life, I'd name it "neutral", as we don't really care to be alive or to die anyway. Dealing with heartbreaks and all the emotional flooding is a pain D8
I've never had much to a relationship with my family, so much so that I left home when I was 19. And my friends... well, they come and go, so I tend to value more the few ones that stay.
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;u; aww no don't do that

Neutral is the perfect word. And I as well have learned to cope pretty well. Though I still get uncomfortablely anxious every night, music helps xD that's where people like Uematsu are my saviors. I've tried to leave on multiple occasions and even attempted to die a few times as well but either my brothers or the police would bring me back. So I had to learn to put up with my problems instead of run from them. As for friends I understand they are busy and that school is more important so I've just isolated myself completely. I won't have to be sad that they don't have time for me and they can move forward with life. I feel bad about bringing others down anyway with my constant soliliquizing. xD
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I swear I didn't mean to freeze your message for so long. This is like 2 journals ago.
I didn't learn to put up with my problems, but I don't run away frmo them either. I guess I simply ignore them until they vanish. And music makes it all the more easier. Maybe I don't like facing stuff, maybe I tend to stray away frmo confrontation. I don't know. Life would be less funny if I did.
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It's okay xD
I'm not confrontational either unless necessary. But I've found that most of my problems don't just vanish and for the most part are unchangeable. So I have to put up or shut up xD life would be worse, I believe, if I did engage more. After seeing so much I've realized that most things aren't important. Like arguing over feeble things or getting angry at someone who bumped into you. In a few days tops it won't matter, it'll be a thing of the past. So why escalate it to unnecessary proportions? It shocks me how many people try to make things worse when it just won't matter a few hours later.
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katr14 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Hey my friend :hug:

First of all I have to say I really love your comments. They are always so long and meaningfull. Just simply amazingly fantastic brilliant!!!

First question about the donations. Sadly we havenīt had so many donaters, so we still need around 1500 points to be able to get the upgrade to be a super group.

Next one. It sounds like a rough life you have, and sadly I can relate to a lot of what you are saying. Specially about the family relationsship. I wish mine had been better to. I even know what you mean by having friends there keeps dissapearing as fast as they enter your life. It is rough, It hurts, and still you have to move on. I am happy that you have a dog. I have one too. Mine is a pekingese named Perle (translater pearl). A little pekingese. I love her so much, and she is always happy. And love me the most. That feeling is fantastic. And I guess and hope you feel the same. So I get why you enjoy nature. Itīs your safe place. Canīt say thatīs mine, but I get it. There is some sincere about nature. To look at the stars and the moon at the middle of the night.To go to the beach and look at the sea. Watch the beauty of the colors when it is sunset. Or just go into the woods and look up, to see the light through the trees. I get why you love nature. And why you always will keep loving it :)
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Chisai73 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
:iconohboyplz: greetings! xD

Baw thanks I'm glad you like them :iconblushplz: I feel its appropriate since yall take the time to write these meaningful journals. This is the only group I've ever been in that does this xD I wish more people would comment about them too.

A lot of people are being tight with their points recently xD still I should be able to get the rest soon. If not I'll just send what I can :iconmanlytearsplz: we're so close!

Of course there is always more to every story, but I don't think my life was too rough. I just have immense trouble dealing with heart break so I'm a bit more sensitive in that respect. I've always felt no one cared about me the way I did about them lol sure they always bought me gifts or stuff like that but I would have traded all that just to be able to go places with them and bond. I've never seen money or gifts as a viable substitute to their absence evethough i should appreciate that they are at least trying? But in the end those gifts always became a problem and I'd be made into a horrible person for not giving something physical back. xD Idk its hard to explain in only a few words. still all this has isolated me and I stay alone most of the day until I have to work.
my dog is a Chihuahua rat terrier mix named Archie xD he mostly loves my mom but he still visits me throughout the day and comes to make me laugh <3
unfortunately i live deep in the city and have only a bike for transportation so i cant go to national parks and stuff or star observatories. But i enjoy all the little things in nature like watching ants or looking at someone's garden.
I hope things get better with your friends and family. There is hope for those who try. I have long given up but I always encourage others to keep at it. People are capable of changing I'm just not waging the people I know will xD
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katr14 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Sound good :D

Thank you for trying to encourage me, but I can tell you itīs never going to happen. The part about my family. They simply have done something so painful that even through they chose to cut me off and make me one of the black sheeps I will never have anything to do with them. (Just want to clear out I am still talking with my parents. Love my parents. Its uncles, aunts, cousins etc.) But as to friends and their trust, or people you meet. Even through it is sad and dissapointing you canīt trust everyone. And since I know a lot use people instead of helping them I know to step slowly. That doesnīt mean I donīt enjoy meeting new people, and having fun. I certainly do. But I guess I am older and more wise than I was 5 years ago. I agree people are capable of changing, and some even learn from there mistakes. I am just not sure that every single one in this world can change. I actually think it is a miracle when people help each other out. When they reach a stranger their hand when they are in a desparately need. I remember to watch a recording where a little girl was run over by a car in the middle of the city. It was recorded because of the trafic-recording there was in that city, but never mind about that. The thing is the girl lay there for about 20 minutes I think before she had any help. The cars kept on passing by. The same with bicykles, and even humanbeings just walking! Walking humanbeings ignored a little girl who was runed over by a car! Something just happened when a family member saw her. That is in my opinion just awful. So what I think I try to say is if people changed just a nodge I believe it could be a better world. I am not asking for perfection, but I do wish people could reach out when something is wrong.
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Chisai73 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012
yeah I hear you. I feared my mother for the first 13 or so years of my life and that fear eventually turned to hatred. Some of the things she's done and said are things that ultimately made me slightly more suicidal than I can bear, but very recently I've chosen to forgive those injustices. I don't think living a life of hatred or self pity will make me feel any better. I see my family as I see everyone else because that is how I am treated by them so that's why I like to be completely alone xD and I never rely on others for anything. Something like being hit by a car would be hard to recover from alone but I think I'd prefer being left alone still. I've seen stuff like what happened to that girl happen a lot. I always try to help when I can. I think its wrong to just ignore such things when it would be a simple task to help. But I agree with you on that c: if everyone helped out the world would be a better place.
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katr14 Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I am glad we are on the same page :)
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caska1979 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
Thanks a lot! :rose:

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katr14 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
you are very welcome!!! :hug:
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